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Its friday and im doing jack shit
I've been sick like all week and i finally feel fine and my parents wont let me go out
they suck
Im behind in school
i just cant find the energy or motovation to give a fuck

Levi is gone for the weekend
i spent all last weekend with him and pretty much all week
i miss him already

I want new shoes && dreadlocks
And i desperatly need a car
fuckkk

I havent written in this in forever so let me sum things up
School absolutely blows
I quit my job
I used to love everybody there
now i hate the majority
george bailed on me for a twenty two year old with two kids
im no longer friends with erin
&& probably more.. but lets get to the good stuff

last night was one of the best nights of my life
I am so happy with Levi
last night it was Levi, Bry, Dylan, and I
Me and Levi stayed up till 5:30 in the morning
Im so glad he was with me when i got into my first car accident
yup... i've come to terms that im a douchebag driver
he makes fun of me for it but its whatever it was badass lol
im so tired, but i miss him already

i need a new job
&& im mad tired

It only started to feel like summer this week
&& summer is pretty much over

Last night was fun with mandy and chelsea
Jelly Bongs are Love
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I fucking love being single
Or maybe i just like being able to do anything i fucking want

I like currupting georgey
hes a sweetie, i hope he knows what hes in for
apparently he does
because he still likes me even though i got him kick out of his house
&& going to see batman with him was amazing!
even though the car died and we need to call ashley && adam to jump us
but i love those kids.. maybe i shouldnt call them kids
because they are older than me
w.e i cant wait to chill with them on sunday

I love hanging out with my friends so much
chelsea, bry, mandy, ez, and kara <3
girls nights are deffinately the shit

Josh makes me laugh alot
hes an asshole but i love chillin with him
were so mean to eachother
him with his donuts and running over cats
me being directionally challenged
fucking millville?
hell yeah made that town my bitch

i miss matty
i better see him soon <3

work is too funny
i hate that place but i cant quit
what other place will let me walk in 2 and a half hours late and still give me hugs?
that place is so illegal
but paulo owes me a pony to i gotta stick it out

sleeeep <33

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Sometimes i think about shit
like how im a completely different person than i was in the begining of the year
i guess when you went threw as much shit as i did your bound to change somehow
i like who i am, im just not sure if anyone else does
i guess matty didnt
because at this moment in time were not dating 
yes... im single... weird
he told me i seem too busy for a boyfriend
which i understand because of work and summer school and shit
i miss him alot though, even though i just got off the phone with him
it really makes me sad were not together
i just feel like everything we went through togather over the past 5 years was a waste
i loved him, and i still do.
work is crazy dramatic
sometimes its fun but sometimes its shitty
the people i work with make me happy for the most part
like ashley,adam, carpie, georgey, paulo, crystal, josh, teebo, ashley and corey
they complete me
Especially Ashley, the big sister i never had
I listen to wayyy to much led zeppelin lately
&& i wouldnt have it any other way
i better get a fucking car soon or shits going down
why am i awake right now?

I love bry so much
she is my best fucking friend
my ride or die bitch!

mmm i have to work alot this week
but i need the money because i didnt work at all last week
after last night im probably going to be a mess at work
or maybe ill be better who knows

i had the most amazing conversation with my boyfriend at 3 am this morning
i love him so much and i cant wait till summer so we can spend alot of time togather

i have my license
all i have to do is pass my junior year and my parents will put me on the insurance
yeah.. they seriously needed to bribe me to do that
i suck at school... w.e

im waiting for bry jonnayy and dyllayyy to pick me up so we can chill before school
sseee yyaaa! 

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I feel like a completly different person than i was in the begining of the school year
11 days left but thats 11 days too many
I feel like i cant wait another minute till summer

so can we just talk about how bry is my other half
i dont understand why we didnt start chillin sooner
she can fucking read my mind dude 
Chillin with her and jonayyy and dyllayyy is my favorite
if c murray or matt strenk or sibbs is there its all good too
but me and bry... we tight

Even my job doesnt suck
i like being able to walk into work and always have 2 out of 3 managers run up and give me hugs
even better that they truely think i can do no wrong

my grades are horrible
but i think there going to be better by report cards
i honestly only usually have 2 full days of school a week lately
im either late, bounced, or in inhouse

Me and Matty
were still truckin' i guess
I dont kow really
i love him to pieces
but he really needs to lighten up

i miss all the seniors alot
tonia is moving to florida for a year
im going to miss her like crazy

karabou and cuppycake
hang out with me i miss you guys so much
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 Yesterday Was Amazing

I love vacation && My boyfriend
I hate work
I want my friends back from china
I need to go shower
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